I don't like comp tf2 I just like tf2 and hate casual. I tried doing other things but it just makes me wanna play tf2 it feels like a abusive relationship. I should be writing my book but all ive been doing is playing tf2 and getting fatkidded because me playing is a pug killer or a meme. I tried making my own inhouse to no success everyone was just not having a good time and I had no idea what I was doing so I'm sorry for making everyone go trough that. I pushed away my girlfriend for this game and now shes gone. why did I push away family members spend 1000s of dollars and put 1000s of hours into this damn game. Fuck man

TLDR I'm uninstalling for 3 days to regroup

https://discord.gg/XFyum8 this is a open inhouse meant for around 5-7 everyday just join the discord to get started

This is not a pity party post or attention seeking post just me venting about this game. First off I'm bad and I always will be ive prob played 1000s of pugs and been in 10s of teams and still suck ass I don't get enjoyment out of me getting yelled at for being shit at medic every pug because no one else wants to play him. 3.4k hours and I'm still shit. My own team even feels like I'm not good I feel like a burden just being this bad. i'm not taking a break from this game though this is the only game to make me feel anything anymore I just get bored of everything else and tf2 is that game I can put 1000s of Dollars and hours into.

TLDR ; I'm trash and bitch about it

I made this name when I was 11 and want to change it to CalebCaleb pls and thank you <3

hmu if you interested in playing med for s30 hmu for tryouts

please comment why your adding or I wont accept
https://steamcommunity.com/id/Ashe_b3r/

ive played 100s of pugs and other stuff and looking to step up for s30 esea hmu if you are interested

https://steamcommunity.com/id/Ashe_b3r/

6v6 or highlander casue im makeing a highlander team for s19 and if u chould be our medic i whould love it

i will play any1 but i really wanna play sniper/pyro im preety new to competive i have 10 matches in tf2 center
http://steamcommunity.com/profiles/76561198178057793/ heres my steam profile
have a good day

hello im getting into highlander (around 10 highlander matchs)
and looking for a ugc steel team to enter as pyro/sniper heres my profile
http://steamcommunity.com/profiles/76561198178057793/
so if any1 wants a pyro/sniper just ask me ;D