These guys are super chill, lewd and antlers in particular are real sweethearts. Great team for playoff open.

Underestimating himself with the mid open idea. Good player and a solid pickup for high open.

Winnie is a saint

Interacted with him once a little while ago and he was a super funny dude. Performed well in game also. Good pickup for high open.

Nonono, not mocking you at all. I really am having that issue myself. None of that was directed towards you.

My LFT thread got down fragged and I am only now realizing how much emotional investment I have in other people's opinions of me. I can't tell if I'm just being bandwagoned or if I actually deserve all (I've earned some of it myself) of the shit I'm getting. Taking responsibility to legitimate critiques doesn't seem to get me anywhere either- it looks insincere.

My sanity is deteriorating rapidly.

Alright akemi, I'm gladly willing to accept criticism but you're lying about 2/3 things you said in your post here. For one, I have never said anything to you through in game chat. In fact, looking through your logs.tf profile, we haven't even played together. We possibly played when you were on your alt account, but even then, I'd be willing to bet I said nothing to you. If you can provide a log where I said anything to you at all, then I'll retract my statement.

Secondly, during our "talk" over Steam DMs, you added me exclusively to call me a retard for not giving you a tryout on my now deceased open team.I never said anything about "everyone loving me". I did say that I've never had trouble finding a team and as of now that rings true. During the course of that conversation, you called me two racial slurs, and claimed that the video of you going ape shit during an ESEA match was a troll. I highly doubt that is remotely honest considering you blame every error of yours on a troll. Even things as insignificant as fucking up a bomb.

Bizarre of you to resort to fabricating shit considering I got two things legitimately wrong when I was arguing with you over steam DMs. Those two things being arguing with you to begin with, as I'm obviously not going to change your mind on anything (I'm doing it again which is also worthy of criticism), and saying that the previously mentioned video was in grand finals. Other than that, you have no ground to stand on for shitting on me.

I don't remember that in the slightest, but you've got my apologies. I was probably just having a rough day and took that out in chat, totally my bad. Won't happen again and it doesn't happen often.

This is far from the end of competitive TF2. My guess is an ESL or a ETF2L NA division. Either way, ESEA TF2 lasted for 10 years and that is quite the achievement.

bumpers

Please leave me some written criticism if you dislike me or my game play - noticing a decent amount of down frags without explanation and that makes it challenging to learn from. I will gladly join the party and shit on myself if you've got some valuable things to say.

Criticism taken - now only looking for open or a low IM learning experience.
Mid IM is to ambitious for my shriveled little open brain.

Found my team for the season, thanks to the people who tried me out.

I learned a good amount from getting memed in this thread - much appreciation to everyone who productively shat on me.

If we've got any bad blood message me on Discord @tibby#0001 . I'd like to hear what you have to say so we can work things out; I've got good intentions but I'm admittedly socially fucky and make terrible first impressions.

Gave them a tryout on my team and they were a lot of fun to interact with. Definitely give her a chance.

Also shreds on guitar