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- A longboard
- a 144hz monitor
- a Kanye2020 shirt

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144hz monitor here i come

Hi, I'm nanimal. I was on a High Open team before it died, so it looks like I'm LFT. Hoping to find a team that is dedicated and willing trying to improve as much as they can by the end of the season. I'm available pretty much every day at anytime, and I always give notice when I won't be available. My areas of improvement I hope to overcome this season are my comms most of all, and as well as my performance as a player overall. I would consider myself a good teammate/team player, dedicated, and cooperative, so being straight forward with me is not something to worry about.

I've played Pocket for every season of competitive 6v6 I have participated in, but I am confident on both Pocket and Roamer. I would prefer to Roam if possible, but Pocketing would also be great, as I am more experienced on it. I'm online most of the day, and I do have several ways of reaching me if I happen to be offline at any point.
Add me here: http://steamcommunity.com/id/nanimaal
Thanks for reading guys, hope to find a team :)

found a team bois, thanks 4 the tryouts

I lost my virginity. It was pretty nice.

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I'm probably going to repeat a bunch of artists here, if I do I apologize. I'm just listing who I listen to constantly:

The Underachievers: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rqDkW6xhseM
Chance The Rapper: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8mtA9GvpzwU
Mick Jenkins: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZHmu6_URT7M
Run The Jewels: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AfuCLp8VEng
Aesop Rock: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZEBGCOCxLgA
Denzel Curry: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vwnVI_x5g0I
CES Cru: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TQA0nNS3Ezs
MF DOOM (and all of his other aliases): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jRn9BRo4Igw
Joey Bada$$: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yRfQGXFRr30
ScHoolBoy Q: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rEMsjeq43_U
Mac Miller: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iFNew81yMvk
Kendrick Lamar: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=10yrPDf92hY
J. Cole: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-MGB_G_ZjMo
Tyler, The Creator: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XSbZidsgMfw
Earl Sweatshirt: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=anRkutaPS9w
Vince Staples: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NJLfCBBcZAo

In no specific order:

CZARFACE - Every Hero Needs a Villian
Kendrick Lamar - To Pimp a Butterfly
Joey Bada$$ - B4.D4.$$
Mac MIller - GO:OD AM
The Underachievers - Evermore: The Art of Duality
Ratatat - Magnifique
Mick Jenkins - Waves
Logic - The Incredible True Story
A$AP Rocky - AT.LONG.LAST.A$AP
Denzel Curry - 32 Zel/ Planet Shrooms
Kirk Knight - Late Knight Special
Injury Reserve - Live from the Dentist Office
Shahmen - All in the Circle

Make Sure you are putting the hitsround in the correct folder .The destination folder for hitsounds is: C:\Program Files (x86)\Steam\SteamApps\common\Team Fortress 2\tf\custom\my_custom_stuff\sound\ui

That's actually really cool man, do you plan on doing any other projects similar to that one?

there have been so many shootings lately, its absolutely insane. I lost count.

I've been pretty depressed for most of the second half of this year, and I don't even know why at this point anymore. I haven't been necessarily suicidal, but I would often think about how I would go about it and sort of plan it all out. Around the same time of year I started experimenting with psychedelics, which actually helped at first, but now I feel as though I have developed some sort of temporary psychosis because of using them. One night I found myself overwhelmed with anxiety and terror in my room, so I sat in a corner of my room with the blanket from my bed with the feeling that I was being hunted. I often get these kinds of "episodes" at night in my room.

I've been struggling on and off with self harm as well, which is something that is really hard to admit. You'd think that people who do cut would feel better after they do it, but not for me. I feel even more worthless and depressed after I do it. It's a terrible and addictive thing that I hope nobody ever has to struggle with. I think the worst part about my situation is that I constantly tell myself that there are people who have it much worse than I do, which makes me feel even weaker and worthless. That then makes me feel like I would be a waste of time if I were to reach out to a professional. Some of the people I've met in TF2 are honestly some of my closest friends and I owe my life to some of them for being there to listen. I fucking love this game with all my heart and this community is amazing. I love you all.
And for those who know me, they may know my absolute love for hip-hop. That being said I owe my life to my favorite artists such as Kid Cudi. His music has stopped me from making some really bad choices and I can't be more thankful for the Man On The Moon series. Hip hop was what I would listen to when feeling down, and being a rap fan has become kind of a passion for me because of it. If anyone ever wants to have an unnecessarily long conversation about rap at any point in time hit me up :^)

I got that hot new fire on my soundcloud yo. most fire mixtape of 2015 droppin new years eve bois
https://soundcloud.com/nanimaal/tumblr-bitch-off-of-my-upcoming-mixtape