i was basically kidnapped by police and illegally baker acted.. what basically happened was i went to my meeting with my psychiatrist and she called the cops on me and had be baker acted, she told me to go into the counselers room where i waited with the woman talking with her, she was incredibly nice i asked when i could leave and she told me to wait. two officers showed up at the door and told me i was going to the mental hospital and i have to go with them, one grabbed my arm forcefully and i naturally reacted by pulling my arm back and saying "no". the two officers immediately grabbed me and threw my head into the wall on the opposite side of the room and proceeded to try to wrestle me to the ground, when they failed, one officer pulled out his tazer and shot me in the back, i reached back while being tazed and attempted to rip the tazer out of my back when one yelled not to pull the tazer out. i then put my hands behind my back and they tazered me for a second time. while verbally abusing me and telling me to leave the fucking country because they fucking hate me. they were shouting that this is happening because i can't behave properly, i was shouting that this is what is happening in america. they threw me head into every wall on the way out of the building including the elevator all the while talking shit to me.

i use the thermaltake shock i think its nice, the microphone is a separate piece. apparently there is an HD version out

great i need a team now with less than 24 hours until it starts :/

alright well i guess thats a no, back to tf2 pugs and league

yo ive been treated the same exact way by the same people, im sure more people have aswell. would you like to form an open team maybe?

sorry to post in this thread but i assure you i dont really have alts i have alternative names i like to use but i dont have any alternative accounts beside my old steam account i never login on. it has my cs 1.6 on it :/

fuck yourself

http://oi46.tinypic.com/2w5ivqf.jpg

probably rarer to come across than a photo of enigma because i am very shy but i am tenaciousg
i still need a team.. if anyone is willing to throw me a spot, i will stream in the near future..

well thank you everyone

i was using a computer my mother bought me from dell that wasn't meant to handle games competitively. it could run runescape well, lets say that. cs 1.6 starcraft broodwar those types of games.. and what i achieved playing under that computer to me is astounding and now that I bought a computer i feel ready to play.

well he started out as a dog given to me by my friend but he was a family member. i just want to stream, play tf2 competitively again because it was really fun, that's all.

if you have had an animal who depends on you to take care of them for 13 years they become more than just a pet they become family..

the way you people treat me its not right its fucked up so i don't know what the fuck you people want i haven't done shit to you people and you fucking outcast me like i am dangerous to you all i`m not trying to be a hypocrite i`m trying to make a living so i don't have to have a horrible life that i don't fucking want. i`m tired of people taking me for a stupid fuck i just want to prove that i can fucking do something. my use of curses is abnormal and i am weird but i don't fucking care i process shit differently my priorities are different i want to do something that makes me happy even if it doesn't net me any money down the road. this game was the only thing i was really good at and i mean that, i invested into a bomb ass computer so that i can play better and all i want to do right now is get tf2 back into my life at this point so that i`m not bored all day cause i can only play league so long i cant do it day to day like tf2 i need to be-able to mix it up and i prefer the competitive format of play when i play tf2 because dealing with people in pubs is frustrating if that's all you play.

alright well i guess i`m done here nobody has any interest in me. good-bye kaeyel enjoy your grave.

i don't give a shit what you think i did i`m a person and to treat me like you continue to do is inhumane just because i am different that's the point if we were all the same this world wouldn't exist.

if i didn't cooperate and withheld myself from taking medication in there i would have been stuck in there for months or i would have had to battle it in court So just to get the fuck out of there i cooperated and did the shit i was asked