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#2 name change in Requests


posted 10 hours ago
#2 name change in Requests


posted 10 hours ago
#22 Me, Dashner, and TF2 in TF2 General Discussion

I'm gonna go ahead and pick this one apart one piece at a time.

KissakalaOk everyone already hates Dashner now why are u still beating the dead horse.

I only came out publicly about my abuses with dashner 4 days ago; my post was also rather short and rushed due to the fact that I felt the need to get my story out as soon as possible, and was not nearly as well written as Uberchain's. What she said is honestly just as if not more important than what I said. Also the point of all of these threads is not to start up the "we hate dashner" train; if you read mine I specifically mention I want to avoid cancel culture if possible and focus on helping his victims and preventing future ones.

kissakalaIf u need to vent and open up maybe a professional would be of more help than a video gaming forum

This is some of the most assuming bullshit. Once again, this isn't about venting; this isn't about hate; this is about warning the community about a serial rapist and driving him away from the esports scene before he can do further damage outside of TF2. Ness and I have both been through serious psychological trauma and dealt with more than our fair share of bullshit.

kissakalaAgain I'm sorry about all that's happened to u and I love TFTV drama but god damn this is just plain fucking ridiculous already just end this garbo.

TFTV drama? are you really dismissing this as just TFTV drama?. This man is everywhere in esports, especially in the FPS scene. He has worked in Tier 1 Overwatch. He has worked in Tier 1 Counter Strike. He has worked in Tier 1 Rainbow 6 Siege. He has expressed interest in working in Riot's new shooter. The man is best friends with Alchemist, one of if not the most well known broadcast producer in esports. If you think the problem is isolated to just the TFTV community, you could not be more wrong. This is all assuming of course, it is just drama, nothing out of the ordinary, not like 2 innocent and otherwise good standing members of the community and public figures in the esports scene were raped by an insecure, manipulative significant other. Definitely just this week's filler until drama starts in the RGL Happenings threads.

posted 18 hours ago
#203 The nicest player? in TF2 General Discussion


posted 21 hours ago
#8 wireless WiFI vs Ethernet in TF2 General Discussion
Blobfishsorry guys, i actually use wireless ethernet, sorry for the confusion

Not really sure what you mean by "wireless ethernet"? The closest thing I can think of is powerwire, which allows you to use your home's electrical circuit to send data over a wall plug adapter. In my personal experience this only really combats signal strength issues from long distances/different floors of a house, and depends very very heavily on the age and quality of the electrical wiring within your home.

I would most highly recommend using an Ethernet connected directly from your router to your PC; this will give you the most reliable connection in terms of any signal loss or degradation resulting in dropped packets or increased ping. If this is not an option, either powerwire (as described earlier) or WiFi are unfortunately your next best go-tos. Something that can improve your wireless experience is using a WiFi band analyser (most can be found as apps for free on IOS/Android) and changing your router's WiFi bands to the least congested channel, as many will just stay at factory default and interfere with the many other people either unaware or too lazy to change it.

posted 1 day ago
#3 Me, Dashner, and TF2 in TF2 General Discussion

Reserving post for later, already helped proofread for Ness but would like to add some things

Alright post time, home from work.

Over the past month, with uberchain and I coming forward with our stories, BTS going from the most promising LAN the game seemed to have potentially in its history to a few people picking up the pieces and trying to salvage a LAN, and several major community figures being outed for engaging in inappropriate interactions with youths, I have heard the same question, over and over:

Is it finally dead?

No. No it is not.

Faith in the community is at a bare minimum right now. Pedophiles and serial rapists have been exposed at the very top of our scene's hierarchy; North America's home for the past 10 years is long gone, replaced by a league that many have wavering confidence in.

Instead of hating the fact that many people hailed previously as community heroes have had their flaws exposed, we need to stay tied to those who push this community the furthest and help teach new talents and interested players to climb to that level, while trying to keep past lessons learned about dashner and others in our minds when making decisions about working on future events and leagues.

For those who think that those expunged from the scene recently are just further evidence that the community as a whole is garbage tier and the game deserves any sort of decline it has coming, I would ask them to look again. In the past few days, Uberchain and I have received support from all OVER the TF2 community. Content creators, members of competitive organizations, teammates, friends, and even complete strangers that just happened upon my tweet or forum thread or have recognized us in pubs have almost spammed us with truly heartwarming support. Even those who have had questionable opinions in the threads about these issues have been trying on some level to dig from the bottom of their heart and at least try to make a statement about the current affairs of TF2.

We need to encourage each other that the game can live even through major names getting ousted, and encourage anyone who is interested in stepping up in the best way we can; be it giving tips to a new caster, teaching new observers/producers how to set up a cast, encouraging friends and teammates to participate in major community PUG platforms and leagues, and attending local LANs to bond with friends over the same game we all love so much.

For the community's sake, please don't see our statements as the beginning of the end; see them as the beginning of a new era.

posted 1 day ago
#19 Favourite Albums of the 2010's in Music, Movies, TV

Danger Days: The True Lives of the Fabulous Killjoys - My Chemical Romance (2010)
Vices and Virtues - Panic! at the Disco (2011)
Th1rt3en - Megadeth (2011)
Conventional Weapons - My Chemical Romance (2012)
Dream Theater - Dream Theater (2013)
Madness - Sleeping With Sirens (2015)
Black Lines - Mayday Parade (2015)
Dystopia - Megadeth (2016)
I Thought You Didn't Even Like Leaving - Prince Daddy & The Hyena (2016)
Come Over When You're Sober Pt. 1 - Lil Peep (2017)
Come Over When You're Sober Pt. 2 - Lil Peep (2018)
Firepower - Judas Priest (2018)
Fear Inoculum - Tool (2019)
How It Feels To Be Lost - Sleeping With Sirens (2019)
Distance Over Time - Dream Theater (2019)

probably have more I'm forgetting, but these are the albums I've had on repeat the most over the past decade from said current decade (at least the ones sticking in my head)

posted 1 day ago
#7 pyxelize/carter in Recruitment (looking for team)

carter's a nice guy and was a good teammate last I played with him. Give him a shot :D

posted 2 days ago
#26 How much money are you losing? in LAN Discussion

0$ because I still get to hang out with TF2 friends in SoCal even if I end up flying out and there's no event :)

posted 2 days ago
#214 My Story With Dashner: A Thread in TF2 General Discussion
MunkymanProbably going to regret posting this.

I feel like these community witch hunts are as much about hurting the person involved as they are about warning people about their actions. Someone coming out of a relationship and accusing their former partner of sexual assault 6 months before the split is a pretty complicated accusation to act on. If this had been handled a lot better by everyone it probably wouldn't have been resulted in a LAN being cancelled and a lot of people being out of money.

I should clarify that I think Dashner seems like a right cunt but the way this has been handled is really really ugly. The glee with which some people react to these things is going to kill the community.

I am going to go ahead and quote my OP here

Console-I want to stress that me coming out with this story serves two purposes:
1) To shine light on why BTS was canceled seeing as the staff is being quiet at best about the situation.
2) To try and show Alex in the only way I can (since legal routes are going nowhere) that he is systematically hurting people and that he needs to stop. I am not doing this to cancel him (though knowing the internet that might well happen), I am doing this to show him that his actions have consequences and I should not as a victim be fearing for my career while he has just worked the biggest show in his. (Blast Pro Series Copenhagen.)

Also you can thank samiface for her decision to cut me from the production team for part of losing the event; i'm almost positive one of the main issues that caused the event to be initially cancelled was the lack of 2 head staff (broadcast director being one of them)

Double edit because I just noticed this in your post.

Munkyman Someone coming out of a relationship and accusing their former partner of sexual assault 6 months before the split is a pretty complicated accusation to act on

I came out privately about this before I broke up with him. That was probably the scariest period of time, was in between when sami sent that message and me actually breaking up with him and blocking him on all platforms and on my phone (I can pull discord screenshots proving this if need be but I'd rather not put myself through reading our messages again since I had to do that to recover the production staff list for BTS). I was actually considering staying with Alex until after BTS just to avoid any sort of event cancellation, but after staying with him 2 weekends ago again I realized I just could not put myself through that kind of trauma for the sake of the community.

posted 2 days ago
#6 24/7 Hightower | No Carts | No Sentries | No Crits in TF2 General Discussion

added to tftv pub list :)

posted 3 days ago
#181 My Story With Dashner: A Thread in TF2 General Discussion
FuxxplunkFuxxI just want the abuse to end.very weird way about going about itPerhaps my language could be better but my last post should clear everything up. The situation is understandably tense, I'm pretty revolted myself that people had to suffer. What's your opinion on my last post?

kindly stop posting on my thread, you are not helping :)

posted 3 days ago
#172 My Story With Dashner: A Thread in TF2 General Discussion
FuxxThat's precisely why we need to respect and support anyone who comes out to their fullest extent and give a good old asskicking to anyone who doesn't. Judging from the horrified and sympathetic reactions that the community undertakes every time this sort of thing comes up it's not unfeasible to think that we're that far away from that point, is it? You ought to defend the victim, that's the bloody fucking point. Now you want to keep quiet and allow more abuse to happen? I'm terribly sorry that in your mother's case this wasn't possible, it's inhumanly revolting that any criminal gets to go unpunished and worse: that the victim is reduced. But it is precisely because it is that inhumanly revolting that these abusers ought to be dealt with one way or another. Ideally by the police, through evidence, through the instruments of a nation's Law. Turns out that there's a history going on here, you have a literal rapist in your midst, or had until relatively recently. Console having the courage to speak up did more than anything else, because now the bastard's gone for good, hopefully. That you can't deny.

The point being made is not that it is good for people to stay quiet
the point being made is staying quiet out of fear is an understandable thing, especially given the circumstances.

before I talked to anyone about this, I genuinely feared for my life that the only career I have ever considered as worth putting time into and I genuinely loved, esports production, was going to crash down, especially knowing how many people I was manipulated to believe that trusted dashner over uberchain (samiface namely). I feared so much that all it would take was one peep out of me and with their influences in FACEIT, Blast Pro Series, and Waveform, that I would never work in esports again. Fuck, I still worry about that even after reporting dashner to Waveform.

I only came out after reaching out to uberchain directly, sharing my experiences, and being encouraged that i would be helped and supported.

When you are victimized, especially in a serialized manner, you fear every possibility after you have been strung along for so long. Assuming that it is as easy as just talking about it, even ignoring the immense emotional pain that's haunted me the past few weeks, you are doing nothing but harming already traumatized victims as Geel pointed out.

posted 3 days ago
#139 BTS 2020 LAN cancelled in News
trippai’m aware we’re fucked now, but the only person with any actual necessary skill to run an event was dashner

finding a replacement for him would’ve been hard. lets not act like samiface or tsc were bringing anything to the table that a normal level headed adult wouldn’t be able to do

Tbh some of the more broadcast-savvy people in the community can tell you that dashner's strength was never technical ability on a broadcast. When he first got hired onto blast pro series, he asked ME for advice because I was actually in school for broadcast at the time and there were certain parts of the run of show or the hardware he was using he didnt understand. He also really really hates doing cable runs because he just isn't engineering oriented. I'm sure that many people from blast could probably tell you that he's a mediocre EVS replay operator and only really shines because his main role is producing the replays. From working with him, his main strength is and always has been his ability as a director and creative mind to put together a show and keep targeted on a central focus.

With lots of technical knowledge myself, Arch also having a decent amount of technical knowledge and experience, and seeing how well executed the majority of i65 was on his back, there should be no doubt that a stream with at least a semblance of professionalism and quality can be produced, given the event continues on.

posted 3 days ago
#127 BTS 2020 LAN cancelled in News
frenzy_KevinIsPwnAnyone remember TF2Can?

A boy can dream.
wheres tf2stadium kevin?

posted 3 days ago
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