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#13 TF2 update for 11/10/14 in TF2 General Discussion

Unintentional pyro buff against snipers

posted about 9 years ago
#65 surveillance camera man shutdown in Off Topic

stop worrying about why and get what you want outta it. it could be a laugh, perhaps something deeper, but the discussion was geared more towards the fact that content like this was TAKEN DOWN, not so much the purpose of the videos to begin with.

doesnt THAT bother anyone? censorship is something people are overlooking lately, and right now its being abused in a manner that's only foreshadowing bigger problems. this guy didnt sign up as a partner, or take any money, but after a year of this stuff he finally gets his google account fucked.

this was the point and main issue of my post, you are getting nowhere bickering about WHY he does it.

posted about 9 years ago
#55 surveillance camera man shutdown in Off Topic

private
messaging

posted about 9 years ago
#26 Hardcore - The World's First Action P.O.V. Film in Off Topic

whats so special about action? enter the void had a better impact artistically and emotionally and that was entirely from a first person perspective. yea its impressive technically, but so are first person shooters and I reallllly don't see a point in recreating one as a live-action movie. that's like fucking watching a walkthrough of a game on youtube with no commentary, and to sit through an entire FILM of that would be stupid.

also, is that sharlto coley as the ww2 guy? he looks and sounds just like him, you can even hear a hint of that accent hes got

posted about 9 years ago
#1 surveillance camera man shutdown in Off Topic

I'm not sure if any of you guys heard of this guy, or watched his channel, but his last upload was insane. for some reason, I had a gut feeling something happened recently. I pulled up his account and got this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uhZtV0YtATQ&list=UULd-8dbneh6QHH2pd55u6kA

what did you guys think about his "work"? are you surprised it got taken down, or do you want it back up? google is being a hardass once again, but is it for the right reasons? what about free speech?

I dont want to get all deep and shit, but I'm rather mad that this happened overall.

his last upload, that i'm assuming got his stuff taken down: http://www.liveleak.com/view?i=d8e_1413271084

posted about 9 years ago
#111 the art thread in Off Topic

comic i recently did to go along with the new video from carpet:

http://i6.minus.com/idh0ptaet2EgU.png

posted about 9 years ago
#110 the art thread in Off Topic

do you use a tablet? try to loosin your linework up or give it an organic feel by making your own vector brush of like a inked line, then experiment with line depth and weight. it will definitely help you step away from that vector look you got going on

posted about 9 years ago
#107 the art thread in Off Topic

Snip***

posted about 9 years ago
#9 Shooting at canadian parliament in Off Topic

DAMN, i was just reading about this, had no idea anyone i knew would be that close to the shootings. be safe man, please check in with us so we know you are still ok

posted about 9 years ago
#3 Grand Rapids, MI in Off Topic

I lived in GR for 2 years, and its such an awesome (and might i mention, CLEAN city). Art Prize is incredible, so many artists from around the world visit. The food is killer, dont forget to visit everything. Lots of pubs, dont forget to check out the pyramid scheme for some awesome shows and drinks.

plenty of weed around as well, its practically legal. 20 dollar ticket if you get caught. idk how old you are, but the college scene is awesome too. I went to school at Kendal, if you swing by check out any student gallery's that might be open.

So yea, have fun.

posted about 9 years ago
#13 what has changed in TF2 General Discussion

as excepted, the updates that did occur while you where gone did diminish your frames
you will never see them again

posted about 9 years ago
#1 your life at the current moment in Off Topic

post a video representing your life at this exact moment.

Allow me to start, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TuEdU_lrtZk

posted about 9 years ago
#21 Rehab and Art in Off Topic
pudding_cupIf you don't like your NA or AA meeting group you can usually find others. I was even able to find one for myself that was for atheists specifically which might be an option if all the God and Jesus stuff puts you off.

The most important part of recovery in my opinion is learning to love and forgive yourself. It's essential that you want to change for yourself and not really for anyone else. None of us are perfect, but nobody is worthless.

In any case you sound like you're doing well so keep up the positive attitude.

thanks dude, the whole "you need faith for this program to work" thing, I realized it doesn't have to be a "god" of any specific religion. It doesn't even need to be a god, period. My faith comes from the figures I look up too, folks who (after doing a bit of research) overcame the same things I'm going through.

I was surprised to find out Tom Waits was in AA, and he had the support of his wife to make a huge change for the longevity of his life and career. Its more expansive then how I summed it up, but his decisions, along with others really make a difference with how I behave and treat myself.

posted about 9 years ago
#5 Rehab and Art in Off Topic
ZoltanI know that you hate it and it sounds dumb, but keep going to meetings. Even if everything they say is retarded and you hate everyone there, you think the 12 steps is dumb whatever, even having any connection with people in that community will help you stay sober. Seriously never stop going to meetings.

yea, I'll keep going to NA meetings for the next 90 days after i get out from my outpatient group every other day. I know some folks can do without it, everyone is different and I really have no idea, nor do I wanna risk testing the idea of me not going.

posted about 9 years ago
#1 Rehab and Art in Off Topic

So during the last month and a half I have been going through some crazy stuff. I mentioned before in a thread that I was dealing with issues like my battle with dextromethorphan, an over the counter drug found in HBR branded cough medicines, as well as other drugs. I was preparing to be homeless and had a nothing to loose "fuck it all" mentality.

I wasn't happy to find out my "plans" where being interrupted by my family forcing me into rehab. I had to get involved in AA and NA meetings. I fucking hated everything and everyone except for like one guy that was there because of drinking and driving. He wasn't very open about it, nor did he like explaining how he was under age and on xanax.

The only thing I had was a art book and some of my pens. I had nothing else to do (I did actually, but I didn't want to participate in the bullshit activities I hated at the time) so I drew everyday until the last week. Over time I felt better. I looked better as well. That dxm shit will make you look fatigued beyond words. I was eventually able to sleep and get up at a normal hour.

Soon I was able to talk and discuss things with my therapist, and he helped me sort some shit out in my head. I didn't realize what I had in my book, nor did I have any plans on sharing it. I realized I was just killing myself with the stuff and wasting every bit of talent I had. I criticize my work a lot, I'm never 100% happy with anything. I would beat myself up about it all the time, and eventually I would just do that with everything.

So yea, I'm going to some outpatient program now (I got out of rehab this morning) and a new NA meeting. I still got some work to do in regards to myself, but one of the key things is telling folks about what you are going through.

Here is the pages from my book. I cleaned them up a bit, for the sake of presentation. I was gunna post this in the art thread, but I really didn't want to take this discussion and post this much art and blow up the thread.

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posted about 9 years ago
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