ArxVenting my frustrations here makes it easier to do so.
While it may make it easier for you to work with others, venting most definitely does NOT make it easier for others to work with you.
Having said that, most people in this community are really cool and forgiving and I'm sure they would still be willing to cast/produce alongside you/VTV(under the TFTV banner, because it obviously carries much more potential for viewership).