stop being such a fatass, geez

holy shit

i suck crack for dick money

"valve actually playtests" I say, sitting on my virtual throne, waving my australium dildo bat reskin and sipping a pretentious cup of tea...

that aside, the joke of "the janitor who wants to get into coding on tf2 team" sucks

i tried playing casually and not caring about my performance. my anger was down to a normal level and i actually played a ton better than i have been doing

http://www.gotoquiz.com/politics/grid/33x38.gif
did it out of boredom.

For a long time now, I've been playing TF2/other fps's and for about the same amount of time I've experienced severe anxiety. Last year I was put on antidepressants and I found myself never going to class in order to stay up until 10 in the morning, and then to wake up as soon as scrims would start. I ended up dropping all courses for that semester and leaving campus. I'm no longer on meds, but my issues still persist.

I'm noticing that I don't actually like playing video games, that I play them solely as a self-esteem ego boost. Every time I "quit", I think about the opportunity of just grinding some more at it and eventually I'll get good enough to move up through the ranks of leagues. In a gaming session, I'm likely to either become depressed to the point where I cry, or I have a panic attack. This especially happens when I lose to someone that "I should be better than". I also feel obligated to stick with it because all of my buddies are on teams and are passing me up.

i am a meme enough to mentor you as spy :^)

https://www.politicalcompass.org/yourpoliticalcompass?ec=6.63&soc=-4.97

am libertarian as meo described above ^^

Kumori 8)

would you rather it be a shitpost or not?

... for histscan, saam :(

I seriously don't get these threads about tiny settings/config differences (this thread and RainOfLight's scout comm button thread comes to mind). It's whatever you perform better with and what is more comfortable to you. The only real exception for that is view models and maybe maccel for hitscan weapons.

I think we honestly worry too much about the overall quality of any tf2 league, be it Invite, platinum, or prem.