Watched the first minutes of a recent twitch video where you’re smoking in a car and talking about tf2. Can’t help but notice pretty severe clubbing in your hands. This in unique circumstances can mean nothing, but it can also be an indicator for health issues that should definitely be diagnosed. Only highlighting this to you in a thread as a UK nobody tf2 player I literally have no other way to bring this to your attention in good time.
I’m sure you’re fine, and it’s hopefully nothing to worry about but better be safe than sorry. For reference I only saw the first 1.40 minutes of the clip.
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nail_clubbing
Watched the first minutes of a recent twitch video where you’re smoking in a car and talking about tf2. Can’t help but notice pretty severe clubbing in your hands. This in unique circumstances can mean nothing, but it can also be an indicator for health issues that should definitely be diagnosed. Only highlighting this to you in a thread as a UK nobody tf2 player I literally have no other way to bring this to your attention in good time.
I’m sure you’re fine, and it’s hopefully nothing to worry about but better be safe than sorry. For reference I only saw the first 1.40 minutes of the clip.
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nail_clubbing
most uncomfortable thread of the year nominee
most uncomfortable thread of the year nominee
Agreed, but what am I meant to do? Pretend I didn’t see it? maybe the bloke is suffering with health issues that we don’t know of and it could help bringing this to light, assuming he’s unaware.
admins/habib feel free to take down if required, obviously.
I literally mean no harm.
Agreed, but what am I meant to do? Pretend I didn’t see it? maybe the bloke is suffering with health issues that we don’t know of and it could help bringing this to light, assuming he’s unaware.
admins/habib feel free to take down if required, obviously.
I literally mean no harm.
Chris_Agreed, but what am I meant to do? Pretend I didn’t see it?
discord pm? twitter dm? add him on steam? addressing a complete stranger's potential health issues on a public forum definitely shouldnt have been the first option
[quote=Chris_]Agreed, but what am I meant to do? Pretend I didn’t see it?[/quote]
discord pm? twitter dm? add him on steam? addressing a complete stranger's potential health issues on a public forum definitely shouldnt have been the first option
He was talking about not feeling too great on the inside near the end of the stream, the clubbing could correlate to it.
He was talking about not feeling too great on the inside near the end of the stream, the clubbing could correlate to it.
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Im genuinely impressed you were able to spot my condition just from watching my stream. The attentiveness and the fact that you care means a lot to me. But yes the truth is for over a year my immune system has started to attack me (it's extremely strong I almost never get sick). The nail clubbing has been happening for over 6-9 months now and when I showed my GP he freaked the fuck out and told me something is terribly wrong with me. The answers helped me understand why I lost all my chakra, why I can barely stream anymore, why Im always just sleeping in bed, my content has been dwindling down along with my health.
While I look good on the outside, my organ health has been deteriorating. This has nothing to do with the TF2 and gaming. It's more to do with the obvious horrible life decisions I've made which Im sure many people know about.
Ive always been an open book and talked about my shit cause theres alot of people in this community that can relate, including some of you at the top (my brothers). My doctor told me I could have potential risk for cancer and severe inflammation everywhere else in my body. Immune system is also going haywire either attacking me or something else that's inside. For about 2 months now my doc told me to go 4 ultrasounds done of my neck, thyroid, lungs and stomach along with 2 xrays and an 8 vial blood test. I still haven't gotten the full results but Im very scared which is why I didn't tell anyone.
The one thing is for sure, Im so sorry to all my fans and supporters and the community, I have no choice but to stop playing for now until I find out and fully treat what's going on. I know yall look up to me but I did this to myself because I wasn't strong enough to handle my mental health and I just played through it all while neglecting the holy vessel I was blessed with. I know a lot of you look up to me, but Im still just a human whos no where near perfect. I still have a lot of work to do and I promise Im gonna heal up. Til further notice.
Love
-Habib.
Im genuinely impressed you were able to spot my condition just from watching my stream. The attentiveness and the fact that you care means a lot to me. But yes the truth is for over a year my immune system has started to attack me (it's extremely strong I almost never get sick). The nail clubbing has been happening for over 6-9 months now and when I showed my GP he freaked the fuck out and told me something is terribly wrong with me. The answers helped me understand why I lost all my chakra, why I can barely stream anymore, why Im always just sleeping in bed, my content has been dwindling down along with my health.
While I look good on the outside, my organ health has been deteriorating. This has nothing to do with the TF2 and gaming. It's more to do with the obvious horrible life decisions I've made which Im sure many people know about.
Ive always been an open book and talked about my shit cause theres alot of people in this community that can relate, including some of you at the top (my brothers). My doctor told me I could have potential risk for cancer and severe inflammation everywhere else in my body. Immune system is also going haywire either attacking me or something else that's inside. For about 2 months now my doc told me to go 4 ultrasounds done of my neck, thyroid, lungs and stomach along with 2 xrays and an 8 vial blood test. I still haven't gotten the full results but Im very scared which is why I didn't tell anyone.
The one thing is for sure, Im so sorry to all my fans and supporters and the community, I have no choice but to stop playing for now until I find out and fully treat what's going on. I know yall look up to me but I did this to myself because I wasn't strong enough to handle my mental health and I just played through it all while neglecting the holy vessel I was blessed with. I know a lot of you look up to me, but Im still just a human whos no where near perfect. I still have a lot of work to do and I promise Im gonna heal up. Til further notice.
Love
-Habib.
What the fuck? That’s not something to share about someone else without permission.
What the fuck? That’s not something to share about someone else without permission.
BrockWhat the fuck? That’s not something to share about someone else without permission.
what the fuck are you talking about jesse
[quote=Brock]What the fuck? That’s not something to share about someone else without permission.[/quote]
what the fuck are you talking about jesse
habibIm genuinely impressed you were able to spot my condition just from watching my stream. The attentiveness and the fact that you care means a lot to me. But yes the truth is for over a year my immune system has started to attack me (it's extremely strong I almost never get sick). The nail clubbing has been happening for over 6-9 months now and when I showed my GP he freaked the fuck out and told me something is terribly wrong with me. The answers helped me understand why I lost all my chakra, why I can barely stream anymore, why Im always just sleeping in bed, my content has been dwindling down along with my health.
While I look good on the outside, my organ health has been deteriorating. This has nothing to do with the TF2 and gaming. It's more to do with the obvious horrible life decisions I've made which Im sure many people know about.
Ive always been an open book and talked about my shit cause theres alot of people in this community that can relate, including some of you at the top (my brothers). My doctor told me I could have potential risk for cancer and severe inflammation everywhere else in my body. Immune system is also going haywire either attacking me or something else that's inside. For about 2 months now my doc told me to go 4 ultrasounds done of my neck, thyroid, lungs and stomach along with 2 xrays and an 8 vial blood test. I still haven't gotten the full results but Im very scared which is why I didn't tell anyone.
The one thing is for sure, Im so sorry to all my fans and supporters and the community, I have no choice but to stop playing for now until I find out and fully treat what's going on. I know yall look up to me but I did this to myself because I wasn't strong enough to handle my mental health and I just played through it all while neglecting the holy vessel I was blessed with. I know a lot of you look up to me, but Im still just a human whos no where near perfect. I still have a lot of work to do and I promise Im gonna heal up. Til further notice.
Love
-Habib.
That's really unfortunate to hear. Don't apologize to us for prioritizing your physical and mental wellbeing, you have every reason to take a step away from this video game to focus on your health. The only thing your supporters want is for you to stay safe and healthy. Stay goated king
[quote=habib]Im genuinely impressed you were able to spot my condition just from watching my stream. The attentiveness and the fact that you care means a lot to me. But yes the truth is for over a year my immune system has started to attack me (it's extremely strong I almost never get sick). The nail clubbing has been happening for over 6-9 months now and when I showed my GP he freaked the fuck out and told me something is terribly wrong with me. The answers helped me understand why I lost all my chakra, why I can barely stream anymore, why Im always just sleeping in bed, my content has been dwindling down along with my health.
While I look good on the outside, my organ health has been deteriorating. This has nothing to do with the TF2 and gaming. It's more to do with the obvious horrible life decisions I've made which Im sure many people know about.
Ive always been an open book and talked about my shit cause theres alot of people in this community that can relate, including some of you at the top (my brothers). My doctor told me I could have potential risk for cancer and severe inflammation everywhere else in my body. Immune system is also going haywire either attacking me or something else that's inside. For about 2 months now my doc told me to go 4 ultrasounds done of my neck, thyroid, lungs and stomach along with 2 xrays and an 8 vial blood test. I still haven't gotten the full results but Im very scared which is why I didn't tell anyone.
The one thing is for sure, Im so sorry to all my fans and supporters and the community, I have no choice but to stop playing for now until I find out and fully treat what's going on. I know yall look up to me but I did this to myself because I wasn't strong enough to handle my mental health and I just played through it all while neglecting the holy vessel I was blessed with. I know a lot of you look up to me, but Im still just a human whos no where near perfect. I still have a lot of work to do and I promise Im gonna heal up. Til further notice.
Love
-Habib.[/quote]
That's really unfortunate to hear. Don't apologize to us for prioritizing your physical and mental wellbeing, you have every reason to take a step away from this video game to focus on your health. The only thing your supporters want is for you to stay safe and healthy. Stay goated king
Gutted. Well done on you for prioritising your health now and taking initiative and the appropriate steps to get yourself back to good nick.
Gutted. Well done on you for prioritising your health now and taking initiative and the appropriate steps to get yourself back to good nick.
Inshallah you get better in health physically, mentally and spiritually
Inshallah you get better in health physically, mentally and spiritually
Wish you good luck and good health with what you are dealing with I appreciate all the advice you have posted on my mental threads. Thank you.
Wish you good luck and good health with what you are dealing with I appreciate all the advice you have posted on my mental threads. Thank you.