What in the hell kind of god would give someone ADD, then add on top of that Aspergers/autism spectrum, Tourettes, then round it all off with schizophrenia.
I can't get a drivers license because the voices telling me to kill myself distract me and I might hit someone.
I can't get rid of it. This constant persistent voice in my ear. "Kill yourself. Kill yourself." Like the masters drums, only way less awesome, musical, and cool. Nothing I've ever tried worked, and the medications don't make the voice go away, they just make it "manageable." They say they never go away. I will hear these death threats regularly when I'm 40. When I'm 50. When I'm 80.
Why is this happening? Why will it never stop? I'm trying to control it, but it makes me mean because I'm always in a bad mood. Forgive me my crimes but understand what this constant dialogue does to you. There it is again. And again.
There it is always. Always. "Kill yourself" What can I do? Can anything make it stop?