RiverPhoenix
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Signed Up October 8, 2012
Last Posted May 3, 2021 at 9:46 PM
Posts 271 (0.1 per day)
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#3 name change in Requests

RiverPhoenix

posted 5 days ago
#9 Favorite power ranger season? in Off Topic

That game was fire.

posted 5 days ago
#5 What made X medic so good? in TF2 General Discussion

I remember hearing that shade started in invite as the worst medic, but he was the most dedicated, he constantly asked how he could improve, and took advice better than anyone else.

posted 6 days ago
#1 name change in Requests

From "AMC" to "River"

posted 6 days ago
#27 The future of competetive gaming. in TF2 General Discussion

What's wrong with b4nny? Back when I was playing he was pretty well respected. Am I missing something?

posted 1 week ago
#1 The future of competetive gaming. in TF2 General Discussion

So, I'm really impressed with 5G. I haven't used it, but I've read the specs of it, and wonder, if technology keeps advancing, is it possible the gaming barriers come down, and the leagues standing become as latency riddled as LANs, like the US zones, versus the ETF2L zones, and that we can play around the world with the same latency as I get from say, CO to CHI?

If so, what do you think will change?

EDIT: OOPS I misspelled the title. :C

posted 1 week ago
#101 Warning about Nursey trying to come back in TF2 General Discussion
Adnurakgoogle nick bate.

I regret doing this.

posted 2 weeks ago
#1 Anyone need a simple affirmation video? in Off Topic

So, I'm a big fan of Jack Canfields "The success principles," and therefore of making goals and affirmations, and reviewing them frequently. I never had any success keeping to my goals until last week where I made a small video with a song and my goals listed in order. I put it on my phone and watch it every time I get up from or go to bed.

I am willing to make similar videos for anyone and everyone who wants one.

Some examples of mine include:

I want to win an insomnia LAN event one day.
I want one of my stories to be made into a movie.
I want to finish the book I am working on.
I want a certain net worth by a certain time.

If anyone wants one, please tell me, and tell me your goals and I'll make you a reminder video to watch before and after sleep!

posted 2 weeks ago
#1 One of my best friends is going blind :( in Off Topic

My friend, who I've known for 15 years, who lives in the UK had some kind of stroke and his vision is quickly fading. His face is permanently disfigured, and he very likely will go blind.

I want to know how best to help him. Last time I needed help with important decisions, (buying a car,) this communities knowledgeable members stepped up to the plate and shed light on what I needed to do. I need that help again. I need to know how best to help my friend. He can still see (for now) but that is quickly changing. I recommended he get an iphone so he can see if he can get used to using siri, but what else should I tell him?

posted 2 months ago
#141 gush your happiness in Off Topic

Everyone who likes this thread would get a kick out of the concept of a "gratitude rock." A rock that you keep in your pocket, and every time you touch it, you think of something you're thankful for. Maybe we could carry happy rocks.

posted 3 months ago
#1 Why in Off Topic

What in the hell kind of god would give someone ADD, then add on top of that Aspergers/autism spectrum, Tourettes, then round it all off with schizophrenia.

I can't get a drivers license because the voices telling me to kill myself distract me and I might hit someone.

I can't get rid of it. This constant persistent voice in my ear. "Kill yourself. Kill yourself." Like the masters drums, only way less awesome, musical, and cool. Nothing I've ever tried worked, and the medications don't make the voice go away, they just make it "manageable." They say they never go away. I will hear these death threats regularly when I'm 40. When I'm 50. When I'm 80.

Why is this happening? Why will it never stop? I'm trying to control it, but it makes me mean because I'm always in a bad mood. Forgive me my crimes but understand what this constant dialogue does to you. There it is again. And again.

There it is always. Always. "Kill yourself" What can I do? Can anything make it stop?

posted 8 months ago
#121 pegging in Off Topic
ArieAMC100% This is schizophrenia.
That's a bold statement without a medical degree and the person not being your patient.

You're absolutely right and I am in the wrong.

posted 9 months ago
#118 pegging in Off Topic
AMSI get why that stuff is pretty funny to read on twitter but I really think a lot of people here are seriously lacking some perspective.
My bro was exactly like this when schiz kicked in for him, constantly making up bullshit theories for normal everyday stuff happening in life, believing everything is connected to everything. He constantly thought he was being followed, slept next to knives and other weapons and had frequent panic attacks. Even those closest to him in his life he did not trust and he made up stories about how everyone was manipulating him.
It is a truly miserable existence.
He acknowledged he was suffering from the illness yet that didn't change anything, it only kept getting worse.
This is why saying something like "if you act like a retard you should expect to be made fun of" just seems ignorant as hell.
I'd suggest it would be better to try to understand what he is going through and try to apply some compassion.

I'm schizophrenic. I am 100% positive that's what it is.

I had my own enemies, I threatened to **** people and claimed to be a time traveller. I hallucinated vividly that I was talking to aliens, my dead housecat returned to lead an intergalactic army singlehandedly against several TF2 teammates I used to play with (who I used to hallucinate with. I thought PYYYOUR was working with me against alien armies for example. For a week I didn't speak because I thought the demons inside of me would escape into whoever I spoke to., I fought intergalactic space nazis. I fought god. All manner of things. My "Jeffrey" was my family. I thought they were all horrible aliens trying to enslave me.

I am not trying to take away from langes breakdown, but point out that I have been there and that's what it is. 100% This is schizophrenia.

posted 9 months ago
#1 My cousin came down with corona :( in Off Topic

She has a husband and child with no immune system. She's locked in her room. They are delivering meals to her door. She has no laptop, just a phone. She is an entrepreneur and runs an herbal medicine shop. I don't know much about the viruss. What can I do to help her? I'm intending to mail her some books if I can.

posted 10 months ago
#1 LF Mentor medic in Mentoring

I haven't played TF2 in nearly a decade. I want to get better. I'm on an HL and 6s team for RGL

Highest I ever gotten in TF2 was low open in ESEA

posted 10 months ago
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