That list was a series of lies, I'm sorry. I don't feel committed to TF2 nearly as much as I did a year ago. I wanted to join EVL because I know they would not care about my ability to never be here on time. They are a super amazing team full of people who barely even need to talk about or touch the game (except corsa). If I treated Froyotech like I am currently treating EVL, I obviously would've just gotten the boot anyway. The real reason why I left Froyotech was an extremely selfish reason (much more selfish than just saying I wanna prove I'm good) and unfortunately I put myself in a situation where I genuinely can't enjoy the personalities on my current team. I don't think leaving Froyotech was a mistake, but trying to pursue this game still as a hobby has made myself and the others I play with miserable. Unfortunately I don't have many actions that can remedy what I've done, but I can still try my best.
After thinking over what I've been doing the last two hours and with the little push that this dumb thread gave me, the smartest decision would be for me to step down from a starting position on any team and be happy with a backup spot. I will use any dedication I have left for competitive TF2 towards helping newer players get into the game. I'm sorry for blatantly begging for negative attention in this thread but I thoroughly felt I needed something like this to help me figure how I want to treat TF2. I'm sorry for being autistic, retarded, etc.