Don't sweat it, go for it. Not everyone is made to be a DM, but motivation is the very base requirement. Consider using a pre-made of sorts, Lost Mines of Phandelver is a really well done adventure both player and DM side, but several sessions long, so you might want to do a one-shot first. There are tons of community made one-shots out there, DM's Guild or RPG Drive Thru have free ones as well (you probably want to stay away from converting one from a previous edition/different game for now.) You can probably do it within your current group, gives your regular DM a week 'off' as well - at least I personally I enjoy when players do a one-shot once in a while, because it enables me to play as a player, see how others run the show, and vice versa.

Be flexible, don't be afraid to let go completely, and don't play to win, but to help the players tell an awesome story. It's very fun. :)

Besides that - reddit is a great resource. There's a shitload of D&D/pen&paper gaming related subreddits with countless helpful resources, tools and cool people, great resource for help and inspiration.

... see a specialist. There are sleeping labs and whatnot. Not sure about how insurance etc is whereever you're from, so it might not be your best option.

I don't know how daggers in Devil Daggers work.

Having one server run a close-to-vanilla whitelist, and the other one the current one might be a reasonable compromise.

Get a hobby besides High School to relax and distract yourself. Ideally one with scheduled times, like some kind of physical training, so you don't delve too deep into it and forget school over it.

Last weekend.

any map should be able to be found here: http://fakkelbrigade.eu/maps/

There was a number of ... questionable pauses, especially during the grand final.

Sick stuff, thanks!

... I didn't know I wanted this. Thank you, I guess?

Does it matter if it's minimized?

http://fakkelbrigade.eu/maps/cp_fastscope_a2.bsp

Someone give him a TFTV forum badge!

What's the point of a proxy if the actual site is literally shut down and dead? There aren't even any copycats worth their salt around, one of the better ones recently just turned out to be a reskin of TPB.

Personally I've been using ExtraTorrent for my standard movies/series needs, sprinkled with some TPB/google-fu for more obscure stuff.

IIRC it got leaked. Whatever that means precisely.